thanks, to all people that support me.

How am i going to survive in this hard life?

It's a question.
It's a hard one.
Everytime i tried to escape, it pushed be back harder.
I give up.

P. S. I had a lot of depression. My parents don't care much.

I hope there are no frustration like this in the heaven.
Like a breeze, I fly away.

It's about 30% of chance that I won't come back, 10% that I'm gonna die (in real life), 20% that I'm gonna back to norminal and 40% that I will be not much active.